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Second of all, As i get through my stress self and continously confuse myself in my essay and have not really settled down yet, I feel God's with me in a way. Weird i feel, but After listening to Christian Third Day Love song reminds me of last year's musical play with Melb Uni Ocf. beautiful experience and memories, the whole musical plot, the new friendships Ive made. Followed by the song "arise" being sent earlier to me from a close friend. It made me more calm, though im still in my highly stress mood at the edge of breaking down. Continued from there, i just sent two messages to ex housemate and that friend. It came all naturally without questioning my actions. Signed in to Msn, and caught another old friend and drew a simple flower. :) Dunno why, these simple things seemed to make me smile for the simpliest reason though im at the highest degree of bursting from my stress volcano.
This whole afternoon skipped tutorial with the though I would be able to complete my whole essay. But oh wells, Its going to be 7pm soon, and the only things Ive written is Public interest. 4 lines. Heh. and its 2000 words essay. But nonetheless, sat out at my porch and enjoyed the sun abit with the intentions of clearing my head. *shrugs* did not work, but nonetheless The nature "opened" my brains pores for some fresh air.
Alrights thens, Ive got 3 more major battles to go before i Face the devil this weekend. RAAAAHH. :)